so these past week has been pretty interesting, and i love it. there's a new guy that i like and possibly another one. i don't know about it though. still in confusion. they're definitely great friends though. =] halloween was definitely fun and same with all saints day. i still have no date for junior/senior date dance. i have 3 guys in mind but not sure whether to ask them or not or whether they'd be suitable for a date. everyone seems to have a date. grrr. so yeah, i ordered some chocolate pocky and coconut/chocolate pocky for me and my mom. the 4th season of the oc started this week, it's okay. not sure if it'll be good enough to buy it on dvd. who knows. but with marissa gone, it's still going to suck no matter what. and i definitely realize that i talk to guys way more than girls, hah. so yeah, watched a new episode of degrassi, so i was happy. i'm really tired but not. it's weird. i want to buy a bunch of new dvds and watch them with someone. just like chill/sleep. not enough time though. oh yeah and my ex asked me to hang out right after him and his gf that week broke up.. i was laughing. but yeaa. haaa. so here's some quotes i like: "you cant even begin to understand how i feel when i'm laughing with you. its like time stands still, yet you keep moving. and things are like i want them to be forever." sometimes you have to forget how you
feel and remember what you deserve. who are you to judge the life i live? i know im not perfect and i dont live to be, but before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean. We accept the love we think we deserve.
- The Perks Of Being A Wallflower "i like nonsense; it wakes up the brain cells.
fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living;
it's a way of looking at life through the wrong
end of the telescope.. which is what i do, and
that enables you to laugh at life's realities."
-dr. seuss I hope you know, that I won't be here forever. One day I'll be fed up with waiting and one day I will leave. One day you'll miss what we had. have you ever felt that your
friends only ask if you're okay
cause they feel like its their job Sometimes you meet somebody
& you know that whatever you did before
It must have been right
Because nothing you've done could be too bad
Or have gone too far wrong
Since it led you to this person. the most memorable people in life
will be the people who loved you
when you were not very loveable people dont keep journals for
themselves they keep them
for other people. like a secret.
they don't wanna tell but they
want everyone to know. Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don't expect someone to read your mind, and don't play games with heads or hearts. Don't tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better then lies. Don't be cold to someone you care about - indifference hurts more then angry words. I like to feel his eyes on me when I look away. "We are too involved in materialistic things, and they don't satisfy us. The loving relationships we have, the universe around us, we take these things for granted."
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they leave you in disappointment. but good news. i have a date for the junior/senior.
but then again, i'm not disappointed in my decision just slightly confused. 
